This morning first thing the Lord gave me an opportunity to not worry and trust him. I got online a little while later and remembered the post that I wrote YESTERDAY. It is almost like the Lord is saying to me, "Ok, so you said it but do you mean it. Are you willing to give it all to me." *Sigh*
I know that God is in control, I really do! I just have to some to the place of not wanting to be in control. I think that is my problem. I know that God can handle it but some part of me always wants to have my finger in it. Make part of the decision, know what will happen, make a plan, execute that plan, blah blah blah...
So, here I am. I feel as if I am being tested and tried. In all reality, I should be. This is good for me. To stand back and see if what I said yesterday is true.
"Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean NOT on your OWN understanding. In ALL your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight." Proverbs 3:5-6
"Be anxious for NOTHING but in EVERYTHING by prayer and supplication with Thanksgiving let your request be made known unto God." Phil 4:6
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praying for you! Just know your not alone in this struggle.
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